November 25, 1997

Worker training meeting experience announcement
In Tsugaruno workshop

I, begin to work here and from a change

I was employed in the factory of certain processing of a metal in Tokyo. It graduates from the high school in Hirosaki City and from a case be. My job in a factory of there was simple work. Next, after I was employed a half extent in 3 in the factory of there I did the driver of a truck. At the time, I become a mental disease and become painful and have returned in Hirosaki City of the hometown. It that I did the job of water supply plumbing, after return in Hirosaki City continued an extent for 10 months. However, I, without doing even a job and there be not a desire after that I lived in idle was being spent in a house.
It is with, family which visited a mental hospital for the first time, when I am 28 year-old. A medicine physician said that need to receive treatment and I do hospitalization. I got hospitalized for 1 year in the hospital of there. I got discharged from the hospital of there. However, even if I am in a house I was spending what 1 lived in idle, because I do not want to do it unknown with, and also whatever be what whether or not if I do it I am good.
I had become to a similar symptom before. It was the time when I was living in Tokyo at the age of 20. That time did not think that I am heavy important, because my symptom disappeared right away.
I was spending and I lived in idle. When it is a very painful for me I was feeling. I was thinking that I always should do "something. However, I was not possible at all. I was painful really. The matter that the present I can recall is only these.
The hospitalization of the 2nd degree was done for 10 months, when I am 32 year-old. I entered to the dormitory that is in the same site as a hospital. Dormitory carries out life training. The training in there is such thing that obtains necessary knowledge and a method to live alone. My life in a dormitory is regular. And, I am utilizing the facility called "Tsugaruno workshop" from May of this year. I am receiving necessary training to do a job and the facility of there with.
At the beginning, I thought anxiously. "What kind of facility? "I able to adapt to the facility well? ' Can I work? "How can I become tame to atmosphere, if it does it? ' I was feeling. However I was able to commute to a facility until now. I am feeling that the nuance of a job" has understood for me. I make it a rule not to take a rest from a job.
The staff of a facility takes the trouble of teaching many that to me kindly. I have come to be possible my job in a facility very well . I do not feel when I am getting tired recently. Action skillful well suitable for None the less yet, I am feeling when I sometimes might not able to the place. There is not the spare that I enjoy a job yet. However I feel be "such oneself even, something possible". The product, are used by a consumer that I was related to production. I am satisfied with my job in a facility and I am feeling an achievement impression furthermore. And, I am thinking that I will continue the training in a facility.
I will start the life in an apartment house alone in the future. I am anxious about and my sickness and my handicap. However, I am making efforts and so as not to worry much. I consult to the persons who take the trouble of helping me. And, I think that I want to catch the pace of myself.